any vacancies?

Im back at last. ridzuan and song ling came over in the afternoon and we went to look for a job in summit - of all places. haha, we applied for a job at gsc cinema, johnnys steamboat restaurant and some ciplak lala clothes kinda shop. LOL, but thinking of it now, im damn lazy to work already la. coz the most we're gonna make out of it is like rm 300+ only. and we gotta work our asses off starting tomorrow til next sunday. and its like 8 hours a day. fuck man, i pull out. haha, so anyway, we walked around the whole summit and asked every single shop whether they had vacancies. lol, kinda lifeless right? We wanted to work at Subway, but they didnt wanna accept us coz we're gonna work for such a short period of time only. so anyway, we went back there to have dinner and looking at the job they had to do, we were like, fuck man, if they really did accept us, how the fuck are we gonna do the shit they're gonna make us do??? haha, so both of them left after dinner and i went to meet up with my parents for dinner - again. heh

And pei msg'ed me today with some bullshit story of hers. She told me that she havent been answering and replying my calls coz she was up to some stuff and coz her mum took her phone away. fucking bullshit man. hey, you dont fucking need to lie your ass off to me lah kay please. im not born yesterday. Im not and i dont need to be fucking confused bout whats going on coz you yourself know whats going on. Am i not right on how bad you treat me. And am i not right that you dont mean anything you have said to me before this. come on lah, dont deny. if you dont fucking know whats the meaning of love then dont say that you do. you end up hurting someone badly. and its okay if you want it to be this way because it doesnt matter to me anymore. you dont have to be sorry coz a girl like you dont deserve a guy like me. so would you please fuck off.

i feel much better now. g'night guys.