love: the slowest form of suicide.

Yes, i may have a reputation as a player and everything but have i done anything to prove that i am for this past few months?! Dont try to deny the fact that i have been loyal to you. That all i ever did was love you with all my heart and cared for you like i have never cared before. How could you just keep leading me on like this for not days, not weeks, but MONTHS and then just say that you lost interest?! The fact that you keep blaming everything on me and saying that im not loyal to you to everyone else is just plain bullshit. Just because you cant look past your huge fucking ego and admit that you're wrong, you'd do anything to save your damn reputation even if it means hurting the one person who loves you most. Tell me again why i am wrong because no, i dont understand how this is my fault. I dont understand how you could just lead me on like this for months, telling me you love me and just leave me like that. I dont understand how you could just talk behind my back saying that i'm the one who ruined your reputation when YOU yourself was the one in the wrong. I won't state here what you did because, unlike you, i do have a heart.