start fixing things up

i know i've not been updating for quite awile (so sorry!) im currently Still single. and sometimes i feel so lonely without someone to talk to and company me. Im not sure whether i should just try to stay out of this relationship thing and concentrate on my studies. but every guy has their needs right? which guy can live without a woman in their life?

It's still so painful to think back that i actually thought she really loved and cared for me. i thought that i finally found love again after being single for so long. but anyway, im not being emo nor do i still have feelings for her. i've moved on. and im just gonna go on with my single life for the meantime. My best friend Abigail told me that one fine day, someone will eventually come to you. and i hope that your right bestie.

I think i need to start going out again. i miss the old times where i use to hang out with my friends from damansara and meeting even more friends. i also realise that my relationship with my bro's arent that close anymore. we seldom hang out like how we used to. i guess i need to start fixing things up in my life. I've already started on my studies. and im currently building my muscles; if you all didnt know. =p

Give me til end of this year. i'll show you the Powerrr! hahaha. it takes alot to do body building though. the main thing is discipline. you gotta workout consistently, take care of your diet, cant smoke so much anymore. and a whole lot of other stuff lah. Anyway, gotta get going man. see ya